It's been a roller coaster as always. Making this movie has been rough, sad, funny, and exciting all at once, and we're only really getting started. Production is only part of the journey in really making a movie. Some strange things have happened. Scary things. Ridiculous and funny moments abound all last year. Here now we shall re-cap some of those adventures in making this little sci-fi epic called REDD through the magic of posting what we like to call photos.
Thanks to the sale of a few ads on Poptent I was able to rent out a small studio space. Set up the green screen and all our DIY gear and we were able to get alot done in this space.
$40 of PVC pipe and I was able to put together an entire light kit. That PVC pipe has been used in a billion different ways since then.
Getting the crew together to knock out several scenes for REDD. This was Vampire Day. More pics from Vampire Day below.
Sterling Bollinger in that gorgeous dress as one of the Vampires in REDD.
Natalie securing her fangs. I really love the Nosferatu (Don VanMeter) behind her getting his nails done.
Don VanMeter in full make up being applied by his wife and very talented artist Chana VanMeter.
Setting up and getting our fangs on.
Group shot. We knocked out shots for REDD, Monster Cops, and a fanfilm short that I'll probably never finish.
Joe Cox playing BLADE in a FanFilm that we started but have yet to finish. The point was to get footage for me to test out some new fx on, so it served it's purpose and I learned alot. I would love to actually finish the idea for this FanFilm.
Sean Ormond and Joe Cox in a nice fight we shot for that same FanFilm.
Stepping outside the studio. Shooting an Ad over at Northwoods Stables.
Shooting an Ad with Megan Reynolds and Amanda Elizabeth.
This sums up the attitude and goofy spirit on set when we shoot anything. A horse is usually involved somehow.
Shooting with Chris Plouffe and Amanda Elizabeth.
On set for the Breyers Ice Cream Ad.
The random crazy people we used for the Breyers Ice Cream Ad.
The best shot in the Ad. Bob the Dog posing for his close up.
April Crum in an Ad for ConAir.
Jennifer Russoli and Matt Sara stare at nothing.
And now they're staring at something. Magic? (not really)
SNOW (Alethea Delmage) ready to fight.
A drawing from our very own April Crum in celebration of our successful Kickstarter campaign.
REDD in repair mode.
In another scene for REDD. Brooke Hamrick plays Annie.
From REDD, Rebecca Morris is Shannon.
Chris Plouffe in a gun cross.
Eve Butler as RICK.
The ridiculous extent we will go to create our fantasies.
New graphics for Monster Cops. I swear this is a series I will always go back to over and over. I'll constantly be trying to make episodes for this thing.
We started work on new feature which is now titled Saturday Night Fright.
Danielle Motley about to knock out Chris Plouffe.
Danielle Motley and Amanda Elizabeth star in Saturday Night Fright.
One of my fav pics of the year. Kelly Emerson in her small role for Saturday Night Fright.
Shaun Holcomb joins in as one of our newest Monster Cops.
Sean Killebrew getting tactical.
Prepping for a breach.
Amanda Elizabeth getting killed as a Vamp.
Back on set with the old crew. Me, Chris Plouffe, Brandon White, and Danielle Motley.
My obsession with old school John Woo movies knows no bounds.
Alethea ready to shoot someone.
I swear if ever I do a romantic comedy I'll end up finding a way to put a gun cross in it.
April does her best Pebbles impression.
One of the many composite shots I'm doing in Hitfilm.
DVD Mockup. Can't wait to get these made.
One of our nifty shirts.
Poster A for REDD.
Amanda getting bloody.
Composite shot for REDD. U.S. Military Space Station.
Using the portable green screen in Kelly's living room. Here we wrap up shooting Jennifer Russoli's scenes.
Jennifer Russoli as CARTER. Green screen footage after post work.
Sterling Bollinger all vamped out in this green screen composite shot for REDD.
Last day of shooting Richard Gaither's scenes.
Red cape. 2 guns.
I look forward to this new year. Wrapping up REDD and moving on to the next movie. I wonder what kind of amazing adventures we'll encounter this time around. Whatever they may be we'll make the very best of it and continue to work to make those dreams happen.
We're on Day 1 of the new year. Let's get busy living.
Tonight, he spoke of storms. He spoke of the Thunder God himself. And the words reminded me of my own mission. Just then I heard the wind pick up outside, as if Nature itself came in to punctuate the sentence. As if the Universe itself sent me a reminder.
"I will win the crowd. I will show them something they've never seen before."
Striving to get as much of this movie done as humanly possible. Ya know, before the year wraps up. I'm fully aware we'll still need to get some shooting done in January, but I'm using New Years as a deadline to get this as close to done as humanly possible.
Alot of editing, learning the ins and outs of Vegas Pro 12 as well as the amazingness of Hitfilm 2 Ultimate. Also been doing alot of shooting in front of our portable green screen.
More talk about that as well as where we are at production wise in the following video.
We're in the last 24 days of our INDIEGOGO CAMPAIGN. We're approaching $500 and we've got a ways to go. I'm confident we can at least get close to our goal. I really need to keep up with the updates and video updates which is what I plan on doing this week.
I've been working with the new FX software Hitfilm 2 Ultimate. It's a pretty amazing software that now allows the use of 3d Models. I downloaded a 3D model of a car and attempted to do an effect of a car exploding and flipping over. The physics are all wrong and it was a very rushed job, mainly because I was excited to get it rendered to see what it would look like. All in all I think it looks alright for an hour job. I definitely see the strong potential of this software and can't wait to test it's limits.
So here's my plan for this week. I have a reel for a client that I need to upload which I'm actually doing now. Also this week I need to upload a Hitfilm 2 tutorial since a few people have asked. I'd like to edit at least 2 to 3 more video updates for our IndieGoGo as well as for our Kickstarter peoples and just for our REDD audience in general.
Really need to push this IndieGoGo. Gotta get some of this money in. The more we get the faster we can get REDD finished. So please, if you can, spread the word and or pledge to us. You'll get rewards for pledging like these amazing Limited Edition Postcards.
Some days you never know how they're going to end. Tonight was a rather bitter sweet ending, but a bit more on the sweet side. Watching Paul McCartney perform tonight at the 12/12/12 concert. Juli talking about how it's her Mom's birthday and how much she loved McCartney Me thinking about my brother Robert and how often he played The Beatles and Wings. I'm glad we got to experience that tonight. Even if we were just sitting in a room watching it all on TV. It felt like a nice tribute to those we've lost.
I really felt it when Paul played Blackbird.
And on that note, I want to say God bless those affected by Sandy. To all the families, the victims, the survivors, and all the heroes. God bless us all and God bless the America.
On behalf of the cast and crew of REDD we give our condolences to our lead actress April Crum and her family. Her mother Dian Crum has passed away after a long battle with cancer. Dian was sweet and wonderful and extremely supportive of April and this little movie we've been working on. She didn't hesitate to lend a hand behind and sometimes in front of the camera. She was an amazing and lovely person and she will be greatly missed.
Honestly. This is rather heartbreaking. There have been many ups and downs in making this movie. At the start of this production I had lost a friend in a car wreck and then later my brother Robert passed away. It's hard not to think of the people you've lost in your own life when someone else passes away. My heart is with April, her sister Crystal, and their Dad, Bill Crum, as well as all of the immediate family. It's an awful time right now that only adds to my own pain from my own loss.
But somehow you have to find the strength to move forward. You have to. I promised my brother I would finish this movie and now I do so with Dian in mind as well.
So we will indeed finish this.
And now for something a little less depressing. I bring you the newest REDD Production Vlog. I was hesitant to upload this so soon after Dian's death, but Bill told me that working on this movie meant alot to her. Hearing that meant alot to me. So I post this silly goofy behind the scenes of recent work on REDD as sort of tribute to Dian.
Lines are dropped, people are goofy, and Chris does a great Bobcat Goldthwait.
Who is REDD? Take a quick look at what a REDD Agent is and peek into the personality of REDD herself.
Please support our IndieGoGo. This movie is nearly finished and we need your help to get this movie out to the masses. http://www.indiegogo.com/reddmovie
Also, special thanks to Theo Hearst and Michael Baumeister for being our newest pledgers to receive their Associate Producer credit. And remember, this is a flexible funding campaign, meaning whatever you pay for you are guaranteed to get. If you pledge to get a T-shirt package, you will be getting that T-shirt package regardless of whether we reach our goal. So feel free to pledge to get some of our nifty perks.
Vince Carter, Dallas Mavericks, The Michael Scott Paper Company, Clamored, Paul Reiser, Todd, Juli, Tiffany, The Moth Woman, Shaniel makes better fried rice than me, Terry has light to spread, REDD has a poster.
In overtime. In Charlotte watching the Mavs play the Bobcats. Great game. Tonight I'm understanding a lot of what it means to play under pressure. Watching marketing, publicity, and promotion in action. Witnessing showmanship applied. And getting a feel for what needs to be done to play hard and win a game.
First I want to apologize for this blog. I wanted it to be about my adventures in movie making But it's become a blog where I post cryptically about my emotional state as I experience my different supposed traumas.
And it seems there is so much that I go through that I cannot explain or talk about fully. And here comes more.
Because of recent events I go through bouts of sadness, loneliness, and fear. Who doesn't?
But I do try to remember that I am blessed and lucky and I have alot going for me. That only comes through me fighting to get to that stability where I can focus on that.
But there are many times, very many times, where I do get a sign, a symbol, a voice from above that tells me it's all going to be beyond OK. It says to me that things are going to be amazing. And from past experience I should have learned by now to trust in the process. I've seen what happens when I follow my passion, my positivity, and my vision. I've seen what happens when I pay attention to the signs.
Thing is, I'm stupid. I need to be hit over the head with these signs and I usually am. The universe practically screams at me these affirmations of life and the future and each time I find myself amazed and flabbergasted by what I had just witnessed only to slip back into whatever negativity I was experiencing.
I really need to cut that shit out.
Bottom line is I'm dumb. I have greatness before me and it takes a punch to my face to show me that I have it. I need to really pay attention, and really believe. REALLY BELIEVE. This life has been generous with all the signs and symbols it throws at me, overtly generous, and I need to work hard to remember these signs and use them as inspiration to further drive me towards the person I was born to be and to experience those moments of amazement I need to and deserve to experience.
The truth is I am experiencing exactly what I asked for. Exactly what I created. I may not always remember that it's happening, but this is exactly what I ordered. With that in mind it's those signs, those symbols that I need to look to help push me towards that ultimate vision I have.
Ok, here are a few reminders. Since I want to kinda remember the most recent punch to the face I received.
I need to learn to absorb what I've learned, because here's the thing, I have to deal with this myself.
It's the truth and it's a privilege.
All that other negativity that pushes you down? Ain't nobody got time for that.
1) Life does not operate on reality but on the perception of reality. That includes all perceived realities from everyone, including yourself, and the people around you. Reality can be changed by changing people's perception. People's perception cannot be changed until you change your own perception first.
2) Always remember what it is you are working towards. The shadows will always try to pull your focus to the stagnant and the unproductive. Look to the light and always remember the power of that vision. It's as important as you think it is. Even on days where it doesn't seem like it, you have to be a rock about this.
3) You have to focus on your goals, but you have to be conscious of others, their needs, their pain. Always ask yourself what you can do to help them or more importantly what it is you can stop doing that would help them. Help people without losing your focus, help people.
2. More useful, suitable, or desirable: found a better way to go; a suit with a better fit than that one.
3. More highly skilled or adept: I am better at math than English.
4. Greater or larger: argued for the better part of an hour.
5. More advantageous or favorable; improved: a better chance of success.
6. Healthier or more fit than before: The patient is better today.
I've been fast tracked through a course in confidence, emotional maturity, time management, and creative thinking. My eyes have been opened to new possibilities.
Because of the events of the past week I can say things are better in certain aspects of my life. But now I'm starting to see how other parts of my existence and especially my creative endeavors can greatly improve.
It has to happen every so often. You realize after seeing something fall a part how you can put it all back together and in even better shape. This becomes even more obvious when other people don't see what you see.
I made something and now that I look at it I'm seeing how awful it is. Well, not awful, but satisfactory. And for me satisfactory is awful. I don't want to create on a level that is just plain, acceptable, or average. I want to and can do better.
I'm sick of average. And so I go to work on greater things.
You have to do everything humanly possible to stay extremely positive and confident.
EVERYTHING HUMANLY POSSIBLE.
I emphasize this because I was witness to the very results of being positive and confident. Some very good results. Confirmed by the universe I might add. But it is a tough thing to accomplish. Even after being convinced of the power of positive thinking and a confident spirit, I still struggle to stay in such a mood. It does indeed take work.
The key here is to get to a point where you truly believe in yourself and in your power. Even in cases where people may think you're a fool. You've got to say "Fuck Em!" It's not about anyone else's beliefs but your own. This is your life, your situation, your time, your existence, your dreams, your goals. Believe in them.
Believe in yourself. Find a way to be confident. Even in failure. Recognize that your failure is not the end of you. And as long as you still exist, then you still have every opportunity, every possibility to come out on top.
Confidence is believing in yourself. Truly believing in yourself.
You'll have doubts of course. Without doubts you cannot possibly reach the true strength of your belief. You have to go through those troubles in order to fully understand and experience confidence. How else can you truly know the feeling of comfort without experiencing the pain. How can you fully understand calm if you have no reference of what turmoil is.
You will need to do this several times before you reach full confidence. And even after then you'll still experience doubts. But just like a muscle, the more you work it out, the more you damage those fibers, the stronger it re-builds itself to be.
If you need a starting point then just follow this quote from The West Wing. In a scene from the episode titled "In The Shadow Of Two Gunmen" President Bartlet doesn't have alot of Faith in himself, but his friend Leo McGarry does. Leo tells him this:
"Act as if ye have faith and faith shall be given to you. Put it another way, fake it till you make it."
Gather around kids I'm about to school ya. Here's an important lesson that I was reminded of these past few days. It's simple but valuable, so listen close.
Confidence is key.
That's it. All done. Here endeth the lesson.
I'll elaborate more on that later.
"You just fulfilled the first rule of law enforcement. When your shift is over make sure you go home alive."
Need to take advantage of this, really get into getting some work done. See how I can move forward while I've got the advantage coming.
I've been lazy (by my standards) and I really need to push things while keeping things cool and calm. Zen on a mission.
I've been inching. But now it's time to stand apart. See if I can make some strides.
So in order for me to really get stuff done I need to ask myself some questions.
1) Is everything organized to operate to it's full potential and efficiency? And that's everything. The workspace. Office space. The computer files on the hard drive.
2) Is there anything you can get rid of? Is there anything you can clear out to make more room?
3) Are you doing everything you can to earn what you can to help supplement what you already have?
4) Less is more. What are you doing to apply that rule?
5) Are there any habits you have developed that are wasteful, especially ones that you may not realize are wasteful?
6) Are you getting enough sleep?
7) Are you doing anything that is a reaction from worry or fear? If so, cut that shit out.
8) Is your presentation the best it can be? Are your websites, pages, social networks, in order? Is it efficient? Is it easy for people to access? Are they ready for distribution and sales? Are they ready for marketing? Like REALLY ready?
9) Are you communicating enough with your audience? With your backers? With your network? With your fans? With your potential fans?
10) Are you getting enough sleep?
11) Are you paying proper attention to each project? Really paying PROPER attention? If not, you need to cut something.
12) What are you doing to make sure what you are making is something special? What is it that is going to make them stand apart from the norm? If you're doing nothing about this then there is no point in even trying to make movies.
It would be easy for me to be preoccupied with my current situation. I'm waiting on some news. Potentially great news, and if not great, then just plain ok news.
Regardless of what the news is there is still plenty of work for me to do. So my goal is to get as much work done as humanly possible. And when the news comes, we'll play it by ear.
None of this changes the fact that I still have two movies and a web series to produce.
Still working on REDD. Still working on Saturday Night Fright. And I've got an episode of Monster Cops to get out in the next few weeks.
The issue I'm having to work through with both REDD and MC is in the writing. I'm trying to best understand how to tell these particular stories just right, and that's mainly what I'll be working on.
Check out the latest Monster Cops Clip. This is just a quick snippet from the next episode called MONSTER COPS: VAMPIRE KILLERS
I have this annoying habit where I find the interesting, enjoyable, and sometimes magical details in ordinary everyday moments.
It's annoying because these moments seem so trivial to others, if I were to point out what was so special about it people would just look at me weird. So I have to keep it to myself.
But its ok. Sometimes holding on to that secret just makes the moment that more special.
Today was definitely one of those days where I experience those moments.
What have I learned today?
I'm a rule breaker. Or at the very least a major rule bender.
Right after the Bruce Lee remix (posted below) this ad popped up. It came on and I didn't skip it. I was intrigued inspired, and enlightened by it. Very well put together, and truly a great story about ideas, communication, and using technology to create a better life in an area where technology is the last place you'd think of.
The Universe is providing much inspiration today. :)
From the folks that brought you the Bob Ross and Mr. Roger's remixes. They now turn their attention to the master himself, Bruce Lee. I love everything about this. It's a creative way to celebrate and spread one of the great lessons from Bruce Lee. The very philosophy of "Be Like Water" is one I try to adhere to in my own life and it's wonderful to see it celebrated here.
It's been a roller coaster as always. Making this movie has been rough, sad, funny, and exciting all at once, and we're only really getting started. Production is only part of the journey in really making a movie. Some strange things have happened. Scary things. Ridiculous and funny moments abound all last year. Here now we shall re-cap some of those adventures in making this little sci-fi epic called REDD through the magic of posting what we like to call photos.
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