my dear watson

 if only I was as confident as the words I wanted to tell you.

I've criticisized others for not having my power, as so many others fear being in the spotlight, I revel in it, I thrive in it. but when it came to you I didn't have  the strength  to say what I wanted.

I was too busy being in orbit around you.

maybe one day I'll tell you those words or perhaps one day I'll find the one who will compel me to say those words to her.

ponderings this week

1) the irregular beat structure of possum kingdom by the toadies

https://2or3lines.blogspot.com/2011/06/toadies-possum-kingdom-1994-part-2-of-2.html


2)  this movie
sundown the vampire in retreat trailer