Wednesday, April 7, 2021
Friday, April 2, 2021
Thursday, April 1, 2021
there is no cavalry, no one is coming to save you, you must save yourself
it's this realization going through this para;ysis that has fueled my want to help those that need the cavalry to come savethem.
while i recognize the strengths i'm gaining living through this disability. i also don't want anyone else that doesn't need to go through this to go through this.
Tuesday, March 30, 2021
i's like I never woke up from that coma
so much has moved on without me, but it's probably stuff I didn't need in my life anyhow
Wednesday, December 2, 2020
Saturday, November 21, 2020
Wednesday, November 18, 2020
the universe is the ultimate audience
it laughs with you when you're funny
it roots for you when you fight for triumph
Wednesday, November 4, 2020
fuck your worry
People worry,
worry is natural, but also unnecessary and controllable.
There are so many who don't realize they've let worry control their lives. Worry is controllable
to move away from any negative emotion and stop worrying, simply move into gratefulness
find something anything to be grateful for and within that make sure it's not something you're neglecting.
YOU CAN SLAY THE DEMON OF WORRY WITH THE SWORD OF GRATEFULNESS
WORRY IS PRAYERS TO THE DARKNESS, GRATEFULNESS IS PRAYERS TO THE LIGHT, THE DARKNESS CAN GO FUCK ITSELF.
grate·ful
/ˈɡrātfəl/
adjective
feeling or showing an appreciation of kindness; thankful.
"I'm very grateful to you for all your help"
Monday, November 2, 2020
ROBERT GREENE HAD A STROKE
"you must assume formlessness in life when you have a stroke it's not easy to do that, you can't do it physically so your mind has to do it."
- Robert Greene
he's one of my favorite authors I only recently learned he had a stroke. it happened in 2018 after I had mine
like me he currently does not have the use of his left hand and leg
but I refuse to resign myself to that fate. It's clear to me that the path I'm on is truly unique and I truly am exploring using my fluid mind and utilizing techniques no one has before
Saturday, October 31, 2020
co creating with the universe
I am a mystic and it is my mission to imagine and create and know, then show.
decide on confidence. insist
https://www.huffpost.com/entry/six-ways-to-co-create-with-the-universe_b_583db9ebe4b093650ff04198
https://shamanicspiritualhealing.com/art-of-setting-intention-how-to-co-create-with-the-universe/
mys·tic
/ˈmistik/
noun
- a person who seeks by contemplation and self-surrender to obtain unity with or absorption into the Deity or the absolute, or who believes in the spiritual apprehension of truths that are beyond the intellect.
A mystic doesn’t say “I believe.” They say “I know.” A true mystic will ironically speak with that self-confidence but at the same time with a kind of humility. So when you see that combination of calm self-confidence, certitude, and humility all at the same time you have the basis for mysticism in general.
wiz·ard
/ˈwizərd/
noun
- 1.a man who has magical powers, especially in legends and fairy tales.
sorcerers are not only masters of magic but they also posess wisdom and secret knowledg, they are perceived to have a connection to the divne, the universe.
wizards, sorcerers and witches have the ability to see the whole board in the game of chess called life.
Friday, October 16, 2020
universal guidance
the two things I know to do and that I definitely stick with aside from other manifestation techniques is 1. stay positive and grateful 2. listen to the universe.
ESCAPE ROOM RULE LIFE LESSON EVERYTHING YOU NEED IS IN THE ROOM
EVERYTHING YOU NEED IS IN THE ROOM
THE ESCAPE GAME WILL RELY VERY LITTLE ON OUTSIDE KNOWLEDGE, ALL THE INFORMATION AND RESOURCES ARE IN THE ROOM
You may very well have everything you need to play the game, if you don't think you have it, chances are it has not been revealed to you yet, play forward, keep moving. the information, or resources will reveal themselves at the right time.
be grateful
be grateful
whatever you got going on today
even if it's annoying, gotta go to work ?
got laundry, dishes to do?
be grateful you have the ability to do so.
I miss washing my hands , I haven't been able to sit in a chair properly or wash one hand with the other for close to three years.
certain things you def don't think about til after you lose it. like something as simple as sitting in a chair you don't realize how your body does certain things automatically, like when you sit in a chair, your legs automatically adjust to lower you down into the seat, I don't have that function, so sitting in a chair us basically me trying to guesstimate how I can fall safely into the chair, and that chair must be secure and heavy enough to not fall over. cuz I could easily just knock it over and fall on the floor
Thursday, October 15, 2020
your mistaken need for a relationship
it's sad that many people never learn to really live confidently with themselves. there are army of people that are desperate to be in a relationship, as if that's what they needed to define who they are. of course I may not fully understand the plight. I've never had a problem getting into relationships or dating. then again I've always been pretty confident in who I am and never needing anyone else to help define me. I had the benefit of learning myself, who I am, what my goals are. too many just jump into life looking to complete themselves before they fully understand who they are. 
Monday, October 12, 2020
balance is perception
balance has been a major theme on this journey through being hemiplegic
been half paralyzed now for almost three years
walking on a tight rope is literaly what it feels like for me to get up and go to the bathroom or anywhere in the house. about 3 years of this. builds up a certain amount of confidence and courage, I certainly have a different perspective on everyday physics and body function plenty of distressing situations where I think I could use help, buliteraly what it feels like for me to get up and go to the bathroom or anywhere in the house. about 3 years of this. builds up a certain amount of confidence and courage, I certainly have a different perspective on everyday physics and body function plenty of distressing situations where I think I could use help, but find that there's no one coming to help, learn to save yourself I've gotten pretty good at that.
one of the lessons I learned from martial arts that has really helped on this journey is the idea that balance is perception. if you can perceive you have balance you'll find that you do.
Sunday, October 11, 2020
THE SANDDORN BALANCE
I just discovered this form of performance art. and I'd like to perform my own.
more info on sanddorn balance here.
no ordinary love
and now I embark upon creating a truly great love story partially inspired by previous feelings and exploits and also on what I hope is happening to me now.
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