ORGANIZING IS A SUPER POWER

be invincible

just don't live there

sometimes you just can't ignore the awful feelings. you have to feel them then let it go. vent if you must but move on to other things. feel it, deal with it move on. change is the only constant

olliday

Meet Joe Black PG-13 1998 ‧ Romance/Fantasy ‧ RIP Lois Kelly Miller scene transcript: Please. My mama is sicker than him. Okay. - Obeah. - No, Mama. Obeah, man. - I goin' die. - Mama, stop it. It's just a man. - What's Obeah? - Bad spirit. She just all fever. - She don't mean nothing. Please help us. - Of course. No Obeah, sister. Everything gonna be all right. - Have you registered? - No. Okay. - You gonna be all right? - Go with the doctor lady. Mama gonna be fine now. Don't leave. Don't leave me. - She'll be right back, okay? - Mama. - Obeah. - Rahtid. Obeah evil. I not evil, woman. And what you is then? I from that next place. You waitin' here to take us? Like you is the bus driver to there? No, man, I on 'oliday. Some spot you pick. Oh. Mmm. The pain. Pain is bad, bad. I don't have nothin' to do with these things, you know. - Make it go away. - Doctor lady make it all right. Uh-uh. Not this pain. This pain go through and through me. - Make it go away. - I can't, sister. You can, mister. Take me to that next place. - It's not your time now. - Make it time. You can't fool with the way things got to be. Please?

circumstances do not matter

It's Tuesday October 5th here. 8 30 am and it's raining here in the phillipines, I know in texas it's 7:30 pm Monday, October 4, 2021

A BASIC INSTINCT. HOW TO NOT WRITE A THRILLER

I needed to revisit this movie as a reminder of how NOT to write a movie. What a total piece of crap this is. I have strong perspectives on story structure, eroticism, and especially on murder mysteries and detective stories. This movie fails on every level and there is nothing interesting at all about this train wreck. Ifr Paul Verhoeven hadn't tricked Sharon Stone into uncrossing her legs for that one scene, th is movie wouldn't exist. the saddest part is it tries so hard to be a Hitchcock film. FAIL.

TOO EASY

I SEEM TO HAVE MANIFESTED SOMETHING, WITHOUT REALIZING I DID SO INTENTIONALLY.

more synchronicities

SYNCHRONICITIES

you assign the meaning to everything

cleansing rains winds of change cat symbol of rebirth howling wolves, symbol of courage and confidence.

missing mom this bday. life note what's happening may not necessarily be what you think.

stage 32 profile

throat chakra

the enigma of a plain Omelette

decision made

life note

not having the time to worry about a certain thing because it can't be properly investigated, so you do the best with what you can and moveforward

synchronicity note

MAGIC BOX INTERNATIONAL MEMORY BOX

truth about cats and dogs

Used to hate the dogs outside barking so much I used to not be a cat person

Keep acknowledging the struggle but don’t perseverate on it.

sweet

feel your feelings

you can be upset, feel anger, frustration, express it, just don't live there.

grateful but frustrated

you reach a point where enough is enough

done

I intend and affirm I will receive thousands of dollars on or before saturday June 19th 2021

there are no love songs about Waxahachie ....... yet

i've seen the opposite

I know what I can be and seen the possibilities of what needs to be done and that's what I want to do. help people, solve problems

guts over fear

CURRENT LIFE NOTES the mystery of bowels the inconvenience of hope anD the hope of convenience the blessed routine cursed by the blessing grateful for it all. ALL i BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF THE SUBCONCIOUS AND SELF CONCEPT. LEARNING THE VALUE OF BEING A THOUGHT IN SPACE AND BECOMING NO THING, IN NO TIME, NO WHERE. AND NO ONE.

I AM THE MASTER

TRUST THE PROCESS

HAD I LEFT
i WOULD NOT HAVE HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO COMMUNICATE THE WAY i GOT TO, SO I CONTINUE TO TRUST THE PROCESS

law of assumption anxiety techniques

One of my favorite ways to deal with anxiety is to create in my imagination a conversation in the future, where i'm talking with someone about this past moment, (my current present) and talk about how nothing came of my worries, and I had nothing to be concerned about, because here we are in the future looking back on how it all turned out amazing. And what you create in imagination is reality, so that future conversation is set, I was there cuz I felt it happening, it's true, therefore no need to worry now.

It's all just setup.

It's all just setup. That thing that troubles you, that delay, that annoyance, that setback is just a setup, a setup for the comeback or whatever part of the story comes next. There's no prestige or punchline without the setup, no happy ending. no swift resolution without the setup, so let the setups happen and enjoy living out the story.

AFFIRMATION SUCCESS STORY lAW OF ASSUMPTION

In the end of February I decided I would see if I could manifest money into my account through affirming. On March 1st I started affirmations about receiving money from nowhere into my account by March 7th. On March 7th. $250 appeared. Not sure why or where from. So I decided to do it again this time affirmations for, March 27th. And I specified $1000 so I affirmed everyday but also imagining seeing the amount in my online account. On March 27th there was $1000 in there. This on top of my other past manifestations. I'm so in awe of the power we have. Don't stop believing!

still learning the law of assumption

when you're a child you use your imagination to play, pretend, have fun. how wonderful it is the same tool you use as a child for play, is the same exact tool you use to consciously manifest what you want as an adult, go forth and play, create what you desire in imagination, feel it to be true, watch it form in your reality.

I love you MOM

she passed away april 6th 2021

atomic blonde 2017

there is no cavalry, no one is coming to save you, you must save yourself

it's this realization going through this para;ysis that has fueled my want to help those that need the cavalry to come savethem. while i recognize the strengths i'm gaining living through this disability. i also don't want anyone else that doesn't need to go through this to go through this.

i's like I never woke up from that coma

so much has moved on without me, but it's probably stuff I didn't need in my life anyhow

I'm not good at asking for help

fuck you, pay me

 

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the universe is the ultimate audience

 it laughs with you when you're funny

it roots for you when you fight for triumph

i LOVE BILL BAILEY

 

fuck your worry

 

People worry,

worry is natural, but also unnecessary and controllable.

There are so many who don't realize they've let worry control their lives. Worry is controllable

to move away from any negative emotion and stop worrying, simply move into gratefulness

find something anything to be grateful for and within that make sure it's not something you're neglecting.

YOU CAN SLAY THE DEMON OF WORRY WITH THE SWORD OF GRATEFULNESS

WORRY IS PRAYERS TO THE DARKNESS, GRATEFULNESS IS PRAYERS TO THE LIGHT, THE DARKNESS CAN GO FUCK ITSELF.

grate·ful

/ˈɡrātfəl/

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adjective

1. feeling or showing an appreciation of kindness; thankful.

   "I'm very grateful to you for all your help"

ROBERT GREENE HAD A STROKE

"you must assume formlessness in life   when you have a stroke it's not easy to do that, you can't do it physically so your mind has to do it."

- Robert Greene

he's one of my favorite authors I only recently learned he had a stroke.  it happened in 2018 after I had mine

 like me he currently does not have the use of his left hand and leg

 but I refuse to resign myself to that fate. It's clear to me that the path I'm on is truly unique and I truly am exploring using my fluid mind and utilizing techniques no one has before   

co creating with the universe

 I am a mystic and it is my mission to imagine and create and know, then show.

decide on confidence. insist

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/six-ways-to-co-create-with-the-universe_b_583db9ebe4b093650ff04198

https://shamanicspiritualhealing.com/art-of-setting-intention-how-to-co-create-with-the-universe/

mys·tic

/ˈmistik/

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noun

1. a person who seeks by contemplation and self-surrender to obtain unity with or absorption into the Deity or the absolute, or who believes in the spiritual apprehension of truths that are beyond the intellect.

A mystic doesn’t say “I believe.” They say “I know.” A true mystic will ironically speak with that self-confidence but at the same time with a kind of humility. So when you see that combination of calm self-confidence, certitude, and humility all at the same time you have the basis for mysticism in general.

Richard Rohr

 wiz·ard

/ˈwizərd/

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noun

1. 1.

   a man who has magical powers, especially in legends and fairy tales.

 sorcerers are not only masters of magic but they also posess wisdom and secret knowledg, they are perceived to have a connection to the divne, the universe.

 wizards, sorcerers and witches have the ability to see the whole board in the game of chess called life.

universal guidance

  the two things I know to do and that I definitely stick with aside from other manifestation techniques is 1. stay positive and grateful 2. listen to the universe.

ESCAPE ROOM RULE LIFE LESSON EVERYTHING YOU NEED IS IN THE ROOM

 EVERYTHING YOU NEED IS IN THE ROOM

 THE ESCAPE GAME WILL RELY VERY LITTLE ON OUTSIDE KNOWLEDGE, ALL THE INFORMATION AND RESOURCES ARE IN THE ROOM

You may very well have everything you need to play the game, if you don't think you have it, chances are it has not been revealed to you yet, play forward, keep moving. the information, or resources will reveal themselves at the right time.

be grateful

 be grateful

 whatever you got going on today

 even if it's annoying, gotta go to work ?

 got laundry, dishes to do?

 be grateful you have the ability to do so. 

I miss washing my hands  , I haven't been able to sit in a chair properly or wash one hand with the other for close to three years.

 certain things you def don't think about til after you lose it. like something as simple as sitting in a chair  you don't realize how your body does certain things automatically, like when you sit in a chair, your legs automatically adjust to lower you down into the seat, I don't have that function, so sitting in a chair us basically me trying to guesstimate how I can fall safely into the chair, and that chair must be secure and heavy enough to not fall over. cuz I could easily just knock it over and fall on the floor

your mistaken need for a relationship

 it's sad that many people never learn to really live confidently with themselves. there are army of people that are desperate to be in a relationship, as if that's what they needed to define who they are. of course I may not fully understand the plight. I've never had a problem getting into relationships or dating. then again I've always been pretty confident in who I am and never needing anyone else to help define me.   I had the benefit of learning myself, who I am, what my goals are. too many just jump into life looking to complete themselves before they fully understand who they are. 

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balance is perception

 balance has been a major theme on this journey through being hemiplegic

 been half paralyzed now for almost three years

 walking on a tight rope is literaly what it feels like for me to get up and go to the bathroom or anywhere in the house. about 3 years of this. builds up a certain amount of confidence and courage, I certainly have a different perspective on everyday physics and body function plenty of distressing situations where I think I could use help, buliteraly what it feels like for me to get up and go to the bathroom or anywhere in the house. about 3 years of this. builds up a certain amount of confidence and courage, I certainly have a different perspective on everyday physics and body function plenty of distressing situations where I think I could use help, but find that there's no one coming to help, learn to save yourself I've gotten pretty good at that.

one of the lessons I learned from martial arts that has really helped on this journey is the idea that balance is perception. if you can perceive you have balance you'll find that you do.

the genius of jim stafford

 

victoria chaplin

 charlie's legacy lives on, and in it I find inspiration

THE SANDDORN BALANCE

 I just discovered this form of performance art. and I'd like to perform my own.

more info on sanddorn balance here.

no ordinary love

 and now I embark upon creating a truly great love story partially inspired by previous feelings and exploits and also on what I hope is happening to me now.

impossibly confident

 

    

To accomplish what I'm about to accpmplish really rewuires another level of thinking

A higher level. you have to maintain a solid mental diet that only builds and fosters positivity.

Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible.

Francis of Assisi

and my favorite quote from nelson mandela

 and as Walt Disney says " It's kind of fun to do the impossible".

thank you eddie

 

the cat on the well

 I imagined the cat on the well and it happened

SMART AND CONFIDENT

i realize  I'm a character  introduced in the middle of a story already in motion. I know I'm unexpected and a total surprise. do I complicate things, yes, probably for the other players, but  I'm here now and I know what I want and I will not be shy about going after it, going after her. the man in the black hat gathers every manifestation tool he has and moves forward with smarts and confidence. 

STAY ALIVE

 YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO GO AMAZING TOMORROW.  ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS KEEP BREATHING EVERYDAY AND STAY ALIVE AMAZING IS ALWAYS WAITING TO HAPPEN