nothing is real zero is a number zero is real

 Quantum is the Latin word for amount and, in modern understanding, means the smallest possible discrete unit of any physical property, such as energy or matter. ... He called the units quanta 

Śūnyatā – pronounced in English as, translated most often as emptiness and sometimes voidness – is a Buddhist concept which has multiple meanings depending on its doctrinal context. It is either an ontological feature of reality, a meditative state, or a phenomenological analysis of experience

“There is only one purpose for all of life, and that is for you and all that lives to experience fullest glory.”
― Neale Donald Walsch, Conversations With God: An Uncommon Dialogue, Vol. 1

be grateful for everything

 there's a great sheryl crow lyric

"It's not having what you want

It's wanting what you've got"

be grateful, even now I'm very grateful I'm here with my mom, to be here in this house my dad built, even after he's passed away, he's still providing for me. I'm grateful for that.

cherish every little thing you have and can do. in an instant I lost the ability to do a lot, like, I actually love washing dishes, I love that I had my own place and my own stuff and I had the ability to use that stuff, clean it and take care of it. so whatever menial task you have to do or may even complain about, be grateful, because none of it is menial, I continue to be grateful cuz I could have died, but i still have a shot to live the way I deserve and desire and once I'm no longer paralyzed I will be grateful still, to be able to do it all, to stand up from a chair properly, to washe dishes, to be able to hug with both arms and in the future I will continue to be grateful, for my ability, and my stuff, because it's all a privilege.

manifesting 101, two techniques and a note on how I've done it

  #1 working with the universe.

 specifying your desire

 feeling the final result living in the moment of having the final manifestation

letting it go and trusting the universe to deliver it

 here is a video explaining specific steps by amy

#2 you create reality, not attracting,  delinerately creating because you are god.

or the neville godard technique, everyone is you pushed out. based in quantum physics

 here's more from joseph alai

my technique is kindve a combo of both techniques above, but really about maintaining a confident positive perspective and trust the universe to deliver or to help guide you to take proper steps.

because of this I've hadconstant help and support in my journeys, I've met amazing people and experienced amazing things, and I will continue to do so, 

 Iknow what I am about to accomplish, escaping paralysis, creating big projects seemingly out of nothing, alot of it will seem magical or even miraculous, but all is possible if you believe, I'm confident in this. mymost current proof is in the form of this amazing woman I'll call malyshka. she's proving to be exactly the romantic partner i've been looking for  and the strongest motivation for me to get homr to texas.  I will keep working towards this and I will keep believing.

#thunderstormsandcupcakes

Mark 9:23

 23 Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.

revelations 21 8

  favorite bible verse, because I feel like it mentions me specifically, kinda like a shout out.

the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars--they will be consigned to the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death

Johann Nepomuk Hofzinser

 is tere abything more powerful than a woman's gaze?

i will

prom·ise

/ˈpräməs/

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noun

1. a declaration or assurance that one will do a particular thing or that a particular thing will happen.

   "what happened to all those firm promises of support?"

see the whole board

 be 10 moves ahead

thank you Harry

Harry Anderson I owe so much to you.

thank you Harry

con·found

/kənˈfound/

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verb

1. 1.

   cause surprise or confusion in (someone), especially by acting against their expectations.

   "the inflation figure confounded economic analysts"

i want to take you to church

I wandered around and finally found, that somebody who
Could make me be true
Could make me feel blue
And even be glad just to be sad, thinking of you

Some others I've seen

  -it had to be you

do you know what it feels like to  long to ache for someone to be content with the pain of longing. 

  my mission is not to just tell stories, but to make you feel

 i don't want to write books i want to create moments that make your heart ache with inspiration

i'm not just talking making movies

I'm talking cinematic orgasms.

i want to take you to church

“I want them to sit at that table and be sick with longing

i want my stories to be a catharsis that ends with a reverence.

ca·thar·sis

/kəˈTHärsəs/

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noun

1. 1.

   the process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from, strong or repressed emotions.

rev·er·ence

/ˈrev(ə)rəns/

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noun

1. deep respect for someone or something.

   "rituals showed honor and reverence for the dead"

o·pe·ra¹

/ˈäp(ə)rə/

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noun

1. a dramatic work in one or more acts, set to music for singers and instrumentalists.

   "it was the best performance of the opera he had ever heard"

church

/CHərCH/

noun

1. a building used for public Christian worship.

   "they came to church with me"

   Similar:

   house of God
   

   the Lord's house

   house of prayer

   kirk
   

   
   

   

   

   

   

   

verb

ARCHAIC

1. take (a woman who has recently given birth) to church for a service of thanksgiving

or·gasm

/ˈôrˌɡazəm/

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noun

1. a climax of sexual excitement, characterized by feelings of pleasure centered in the genitals and (in men) experienced as an accompaniment to ejaculation.

   "she managed to achieve an orgasm"