it;s sooo good

there  are some truly amazing  and wonderful things in this world.

it's mindblowing how lovely life can be.

3 minute loop of baby yoda doing the hand thing

what happens after you die BETWEEN, A SHORT FILM

please check out my latest short film on youtube, please like comment and subscribe, I would greatly appreciate it.

Those over there are not giants but windmills

Trump's attack on windmills sums up his personality when you consider the story of don quixote

thee is a well known phrase  that has been derived from the story
"tilting at windmills" means to attack imaginary enemies which sums up trump to a T.
fighting the imaginary to  continue his false narrative.


https://www.washingtonpost.com/business/2019/12/23/president-trump-lashes-out-an-old-enemy-windmills/

it feels like hope

my dear watson

 if only I was as confident as the words I wanted to tell you.

I've criticisized others for not having my power, as so many others fear being in the spotlight, I revel in it, I thrive in it. but when it came to you I didn't have  the strength  to say what I wanted.

I was too busy being in orbit around you.

maybe one day I'll tell you those words or perhaps one day I'll find the one who will compel me to say those words to her.

ponderings this week

1) the irregular beat structure of possum kingdom by the toadies

https://2or3lines.blogspot.com/2011/06/toadies-possum-kingdom-1994-part-2-of-2.html


2)  this movie
sundown the vampire in retreat trailer

my hip hop

awkwafina  my vag.

my dick, mickey avalon

Reggie Watts: Fuck Shit Stack

Marlon Craft - Gang Shit (Official Music Video)

Rapper Joyner Lucas Explains 'I'm Not Racist' Viral Video

Hamilton – “Wrote My Way Out” (Nas, Dave East, Lin-Manuel Miranda & Aloe Blacc) [Official Video]

your mcdelivery order is on it's way

music to burn faeries to.

i often compose music for everything, videos i make even stories I write.

here's music inspired by my holocaust of faeries story

https://soundcloud.com/patrick-azares-prejusa/a-holocaust-of-faerieswav

remider

Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.

check the exposure somethings wrong with this picture

whole lotta gang shit

thankful for the pain

thankful for all those who have hurt me .... the pain has only strengthened me.
for those that left ... for  showing me who was strong enough to stay

again

lessons will be repeated until learned

it could be worse

i could be dead

patrick'sguide to learning how to sing again after suffering brain damage

i suffered a stroke which left me paralyzed on my left side. it gave me damage on the right side of my brain which also affected my ability to sing. which I used to do well before, now II realize that it doesn't come so easy. so these are the steps I'm taking to helpretrain my brain. to sing again.

1.  listen to familiar songs often especially songs that I kused to know cold and knew I could sing well.
2. if necessary start with just listening first

3. move on to  singing in your head.

4. don't beat yourself up if you try to sing and you're off key or if you continue to stumble.

5. try lip syncing first work on just mouthing te words and feeling the music. get your brain remembering how you use to do it.


6. start with one song first.. just concentrate on one song.  listen to it constantly, let it play in the background, play it while you sleep.

7. hum the song and work on staying on key before moving on to actually trying to sing.
8. once you feel more comfortable and confident try singing for real along with the song,

9. once you feel successful in singing that song try these steps with other songs til you feel like you've got your vocal legs back.

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wishy washy washer woman

sometimes you need silliness

and I love a good silly song, thanks chica.

Texas killing fields movie review

https://m.imdb.com/title/tt1389127/?ref_=fn_al_tt_0

Not a horror movie, very much your basic police drama. Based on the stretch of land on I45 between Houston and Galveston where over 50 corpses of young women have been found since 1972.  The original script was written by one of the homicide detectives who worked many of those murder cases. The screenplay was too weak for such a strong cast, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jessica chastain, Chloe Grace Moretz,  what results is a very weak movie that does no justice to the real life victims found in those fields. Many of those cases remain unsolved, instead this movie takes minor details of the real life detectives and places them in a fictionalized murder case that equals a mediocre tv movie.  The stories of the killing fields deserves so much better than this mediocre throwaway. It's on Netflix in case you'd like to completely ignore it.

from what i understand the original script was written by one of the detectives that this movie was based on the then was scrapped for this piece of crap screenplay written by dean Ferrarone

bread crumbs

nothing like  recalling a few details from old conversations and then making a few  phone calls to ask  some strategic questions. youve become quite the mystery especially since alot of people's recollection of the past is fuzzy when it comes to you.