what happens after you die BETWEEN, A SHORT FILM

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Those over there are not giants but windmills

Trump's attack on windmills sums up his personality when you consider the story of don quixote

thee is a well known phrase  that has been derived from the story
"tilting at windmills" means to attack imaginary enemies which sums up trump to a T.
fighting the imaginary to  continue his false narrative.


https://www.washingtonpost.com/business/2019/12/23/president-trump-lashes-out-an-old-enemy-windmills/

it feels like hope

my dear watson

 if only I was as confident as the words I wanted to tell you.

I've criticisized others for not having my power, as so many others fear being in the spotlight, I revel in it, I thrive in it. but when it came to you I didn't have  the strength  to say what I wanted.

I was too busy being in orbit around you.

maybe one day I'll tell you those words or perhaps one day I'll find the one who will compel me to say those words to her.

ponderings this week

1) the irregular beat structure of possum kingdom by the toadies

https://2or3lines.blogspot.com/2011/06/toadies-possum-kingdom-1994-part-2-of-2.html


2)  this movie
sundown the vampire in retreat trailer

my hip hop

awkwafina  my vag.

my dick, mickey avalon

Reggie Watts: Fuck Shit Stack

Marlon Craft - Gang Shit (Official Music Video)

Rapper Joyner Lucas Explains 'I'm Not Racist' Viral Video

Hamilton – “Wrote My Way Out” (Nas, Dave East, Lin-Manuel Miranda & Aloe Blacc) [Official Video]

your mcdelivery order is on it's way

music to burn faeries to.

i often compose music for everything, videos i make even stories I write.

here's music inspired by my holocaust of faeries story

https://soundcloud.com/patrick-azares-prejusa/a-holocaust-of-faerieswav

remider

Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.

check the exposure somethings wrong with this picture

whole lotta gang shit

thankful for the pain

thankful for all those who have hurt me .... the pain has only strengthened me.
for those that left ... for  showing me who was strong enough to stay

again

lessons will be repeated until learned

it could be worse

i could be dead

patrick'sguide to learning how to sing again after suffering brain damage

i suffered a stroke which left me paralyzed on my left side. it gave me damage on the right side of my brain which also affected my ability to sing. which I used to do well before, now II realize that it doesn't come so easy. so these are the steps I'm taking to helpretrain my brain. to sing again.

1.  listen to familiar songs often especially songs that I kused to know cold and knew I could sing well.
2. if necessary start with just listening first

3. move on to  singing in your head.

4. don't beat yourself up if you try to sing and you're off key or if you continue to stumble.

5. try lip syncing first work on just mouthing te words and feeling the music. get your brain remembering how you use to do it.


6. start with one song first.. just concentrate on one song.  listen to it constantly, let it play in the background, play it while you sleep.

7. hum the song and work on staying on key before moving on to actually trying to sing.
8. once you feel more comfortable and confident try singing for real along with the song,

9. once you feel successful in singing that song try these steps with other songs til you feel like you've got your vocal legs back.

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wishy washy washer woman

sometimes you need silliness

and I love a good silly song, thanks chica.

Texas killing fields movie review

https://m.imdb.com/title/tt1389127/?ref_=fn_al_tt_0

Not a horror movie, very much your basic police drama. Based on the stretch of land on I45 between Houston and Galveston where over 50 corpses of young women have been found since 1972.  The original script was written by one of the homicide detectives who worked many of those murder cases. The screenplay was too weak for such a strong cast, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jessica chastain, Chloe Grace Moretz,  what results is a very weak movie that does no justice to the real life victims found in those fields. Many of those cases remain unsolved, instead this movie takes minor details of the real life detectives and places them in a fictionalized murder case that equals a mediocre tv movie.  The stories of the killing fields deserves so much better than this mediocre throwaway. It's on Netflix in case you'd like to completely ignore it.

from what i understand the original script was written by one of the detectives that this movie was based on the then was scrapped for this piece of crap screenplay written by dean Ferrarone

bread crumbs

nothing like  recalling a few details from old conversations and then making a few  phone calls to ask  some strategic questions. youve become quite the mystery especially since alot of people's recollection of the past is fuzzy when it comes to you.

Next level escape chapter 3: magic box method

One of the keys to moving escape games to a public settings is by building and utilizing escape boxes. I had a company where we designed many of these escape boxes we called it magic box

Escape boxes are boxes that are locked and that contain the puzzles and tasks that the players will need to solve and you can design these boxes to fit your storyline if you're dealing with a pirate theme your boxes can look like treasure chests maybe you're running a spy game in which case you can simply utilize briefcases with combination locks in many cases you can purchase already ready made boxes or you can create them your self as long as you have a way to attach a lock to them inside each of the boxes can be a puzzle or task maybe there is a riddle or some form of puzzle box that needs to be solved in order to get the combination to the next box. Label your boxes with your company name or the name of the game that is being played i have run public scape games at conventions and public areas like restaurants coffee houses and malls in which case you'll definitely want to notify security about what you're doing so no one thinks you're just leaving suspicious packages every where. A traditional in create boxes inside of boxes i won't take a wooden box with a latch and lock it with a combination lock i will design the box in accordance to the theme of the game and whenever the box is open players will find another box inside but they must also unlock and inside that box is traditionally they will find the clue they need or the puzzle they need to solve, the reason for this is to make it a little more difficult for the general public or passer byers who may want to play from seeing exactly what is inside. I like to create garish and theatrical a spectacle looking boxes to make it clear to the general public that a game is being played and it helps when they see the brand or the logo of the game that is being played.

READ CHAPTER 2   

Next level escape games Chapter 2 no more rooms

Escape games tell a story storytelling in general is a wonderful way to enhance the game traditional escape rooms usually make designers try to conjure up scenarios and stories that require the use of an isolated room by removing the room you can open up your storylines to almost anything you no longer have to just escape out of something especially since many escape rooms are moving away from escaping the room and just accomplishing a task if your mission is to find a treasure or play detective wouldn't that be better suited out in the open?

https://onespartan.blogspot.com/2019/09/next-level-escape-chapter-3-magic-box.html