balance is perception

 balance has been a major theme on this journey through being hemiplegic

 been half paralyzed now for almost three years

 walking on a tight rope is literaly what it feels like for me to get up and go to the bathroom or anywhere in the house. about 3 years of this. builds up a certain amount of confidence and courage, I certainly have a different perspective on everyday physics and body function plenty of distressing situations where I think I could use help, buliteraly what it feels like for me to get up and go to the bathroom or anywhere in the house. about 3 years of this. builds up a certain amount of confidence and courage, I certainly have a different perspective on everyday physics and body function plenty of distressing situations where I think I could use help, but find that there's no one coming to help, learn to save yourself I've gotten pretty good at that.

one of the lessons I learned from martial arts that has really helped on this journey is the idea that balance is perception. if you can perceive you have balance you'll find that you do.

the genius of jim stafford

 

victoria chaplin

 charlie's legacy lives on, and in it I find inspiration

THE SANDDORN BALANCE

 I just discovered this form of performance art. and I'd like to perform my own.

more info on sanddorn balance here.

no ordinary love

 and now I embark upon creating a truly great love story partially inspired by previous feelings and exploits and also on what I hope is happening to me now.

impossibly confident

 

    

To accomplish what I'm about to accpmplish really rewuires another level of thinking

A higher level. you have to maintain a solid mental diet that only builds and fosters positivity.

Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible.

Francis of Assisi

and my favorite quote from nelson mandela

 and as Walt Disney says " It's kind of fun to do the impossible".

thank you eddie

 

the cat on the well

 I imagined the cat on the well and it happened

SMART AND CONFIDENT

i realize  I'm a character  introduced in the middle of a story already in motion. I know I'm unexpected and a total surprise. do I complicate things, yes, probably for the other players, but  I'm here now and I know what I want and I will not be shy about going after it, going after her. the man in the black hat gathers every manifestation tool he has and moves forward with smarts and confidence. 

STAY ALIVE

 YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO GO AMAZING TOMORROW.  ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS KEEP BREATHING EVERYDAY AND STAY ALIVE AMAZING IS ALWAYS WAITING TO HAPPEN

EVERYONE HAS NOSTALGIA FOR SOMETHING

nothing is real zero is a number zero is real

 Quantum is the Latin word for amount and, in modern understanding, means the smallest possible discrete unit of any physical property, such as energy or matter. ... He called the units quanta 

Śūnyatā – pronounced in English as, translated most often as emptiness and sometimes voidness – is a Buddhist concept which has multiple meanings depending on its doctrinal context. It is either an ontological feature of reality, a meditative state, or a phenomenological analysis of experience

“There is only one purpose for all of life, and that is for you and all that lives to experience fullest glory.”
― Neale Donald Walsch, Conversations With God: An Uncommon Dialogue, Vol. 1

be grateful for everything

 there's a great sheryl crow lyric

"It's not having what you want

It's wanting what you've got"

be grateful, even now I'm very grateful I'm here with my mom, to be here in this house my dad built, even after he's passed away, he's still providing for me. I'm grateful for that.

cherish every little thing you have and can do. in an instant I lost the ability to do a lot, like, I actually love washing dishes, I love that I had my own place and my own stuff and I had the ability to use that stuff, clean it and take care of it. so whatever menial task you have to do or may even complain about, be grateful, because none of it is menial, I continue to be grateful cuz I could have died, but i still have a shot to live the way I deserve and desire and once I'm no longer paralyzed I will be grateful still, to be able to do it all, to stand up from a chair properly, to washe dishes, to be able to hug with both arms and in the future I will continue to be grateful, for my ability, and my stuff, because it's all a privilege.

manifesting 101, two techniques and a note on how I've done it

  #1 working with the universe.

 specifying your desire

 feeling the final result living in the moment of having the final manifestation

letting it go and trusting the universe to deliver it

 here is a video explaining specific steps by amy

#2 you create reality, not attracting,  delinerately creating because you are god.

or the neville godard technique, everyone is you pushed out. based in quantum physics

 here's more from joseph alai

my technique is kindve a combo of both techniques above, but really about maintaining a confident positive perspective and trust the universe to deliver or to help guide you to take proper steps.

because of this I've hadconstant help and support in my journeys, I've met amazing people and experienced amazing things, and I will continue to do so, 

 Iknow what I am about to accomplish, escaping paralysis, creating big projects seemingly out of nothing, alot of it will seem magical or even miraculous, but all is possible if you believe, I'm confident in this. mymost current proof is in the form of this amazing woman I'll call malyshka. she's proving to be exactly the romantic partner i've been looking for  and the strongest motivation for me to get homr to texas.  I will keep working towards this and I will keep believing.

#thunderstormsandcupcakes

Mark 9:23

 23 Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.

revelations 21 8

  favorite bible verse, because I feel like it mentions me specifically, kinda like a shout out.

the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars--they will be consigned to the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death

Johann Nepomuk Hofzinser

 is tere abything more powerful than a woman's gaze?

i will

prom·ise

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1. a declaration or assurance that one will do a particular thing or that a particular thing will happen.

   "what happened to all those firm promises of support?"

see the whole board

 be 10 moves ahead

thank you Harry

Harry Anderson I owe so much to you.

thank you Harry

con·found

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1. 1.

   cause surprise or confusion in (someone), especially by acting against their expectations.

   "the inflation figure confounded economic analysts"