i want to take you to church

I wandered around and finally found, that somebody who
Could make me be true
Could make me feel blue
And even be glad just to be sad, thinking of you

Some others I've seen

  -it had to be you

do you know what it feels like to  long to ache for someone to be content with the pain of longing. 

  my mission is not to just tell stories, but to make you feel

 i don't want to write books i want to create moments that make your heart ache with inspiration

i'm not just talking making movies

I'm talking cinematic orgasms.

i want to take you to church

“I want them to sit at that table and be sick with longing

i want my stories to be a catharsis that ends with a reverence.

ca·thar·sis

/kəˈTHärsəs/

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1. 1.

   the process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from, strong or repressed emotions.

rev·er·ence

/ˈrev(ə)rəns/

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noun

1. deep respect for someone or something.

   "rituals showed honor and reverence for the dead"

o·pe·ra¹

/ˈäp(ə)rə/

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noun

1. a dramatic work in one or more acts, set to music for singers and instrumentalists.

   "it was the best performance of the opera he had ever heard"

church

/CHərCH/

noun

1. a building used for public Christian worship.

   "they came to church with me"

   Similar:

   house of God
   

   the Lord's house

   house of prayer

   kirk
   

   
   

   

   

   

   

   

verb

ARCHAIC

1. take (a woman who has recently given birth) to church for a service of thanksgiving

or·gasm

/ˈôrˌɡazəm/

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noun

1. a climax of sexual excitement, characterized by feelings of pleasure centered in the genitals and (in men) experienced as an accompaniment to ejaculation.

   "she managed to achieve an orgasm"

a true champion

a true champion can accomplish things that a normal person would consider impossible

there is no dishonor in losing the race only in not racing  because you're afraid to lose.

 if a driver has the courage to create his own conditions, then the rain is simply rain.

there is so much more to everything

but only if you're willing to learn.

your own strength

you base all your strength on something or someone else besides yourself,

 you risk heartache when that something or someone disappoints you.

rangers creed

Recognizing that I volunteered as a Ranger, fully knowing the hazards of my chosen profession, I will always endeavor to uphold the prestige, honor, and high esprit de corps of the Rangers.

Acknowledging the fact that a Ranger is a more elite Soldier who arrives at the cutting edge of battle by land, sea, or air, I accept the fact that as a Ranger my country expects me to move further, faster and fight harder than any other Soldier.

Never shall I fail my comrades. I will always keep myself mentally alert, physically strong and morally straight and I will shoulder more than my share of the task whatever it may be, one-hundred-percent and then some.

Gallantly will I show the world that I am a specially selected and well-trained Soldier. My courtesy to superior officers, neatness of dress and care of equipment shall set the example for others to follow.

Energetically will I meet the enemies of my country. I shall defeat them on the field of battle for I am better trained and will fight with all my might. Surrender is not a Ranger word. I will never leave a fallen comrade to fall into the hands of the enemy and under no circumstances will I ever embarrass my country.

Readily will I display the intestinal fortitude required to fight on to the Ranger objective and complete the mission though I be the lone survivor.

Rangers lead the way!

Thalassophobia

galeophobia

pandiculation

https://www.primalplay.com/blog/take-a-cue-from-nature-pandiculate-instead-of-stretch

the mission

there is a difference between  the mission and a line item.

research can't you see it

the 3rd tallest building in dallas is Chase Tower 225 m, 55-story postmodern skyscraper at 2200 Ross Avenue in the City Center District of downtown Dallas, Texas. Although it is the fourth tallest skyscraper in the city, if one were to exclude antennas and spires, it would be the third. It is also the 12th tallest building in Texas

A. T. Cross is a luxury pen company that has provided pens for presidential signings since george W. bush

one of the top producers of corrugated cardboard is Packsize

the living manifestation of destiny

if By Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/if-by-rudyard-kipling

you never know what will go amazing tomorrow

you have no excuses

night moves

just thinkin about you pal.   I miss our talks

https://www.legacy.com/obituaries/name/julie-keels-obituary?pid=149602579

 Julie Kathryn Keels, 28, of Salisbury, died Tuesday, March 22, 2011, at Wake Forest University Baptist Medical Center, Winston-Salem,

thank you miss keels for this photo and that night

workin o mysteries without any clues

i hope

 thank you stephen king

thank you frank darabont


 thank you julie keels for your friendship


 thank you kelly peal  for being a new old friend and for  giving me hope

belief in virtue is more important than virtue itself

what if we choose to exist in a reality of our own making?

i always have the movies

I was in Washington the year I saw Braveheart in theaters. It was 1994 and I was attending my first filmmaking seminar. That entire experience in Washington was such a great lesson in #storytelling and the power of #filmmaking . Here in my hospital room watching Braveheart on AMC, I'm reminded of that power once more with each tech and nurse that comes in to tell me how much they love that movie and we all talk about our favorite scenes. A few folks even stayed a bit to watch. Movies are hypnotic, magical, captivating and I can't wait to get back to making them

Burglar came out in the 80's with little fanfare. It became one of the few Whoopi Goldberg movies that didnt catch on. Not the way Jumping Jack Flash did. But what appealed to me was the muder mystery storyline. A burglar who uses her skills to clear her name of a murder she didnt commit. The final dolly in where she figures out the final clue to the mystery is one of my fav reveals. I love the dolly in when its used in a correct way. The camera pushes into her face and you see she has figured out who the killer is. #filmmaking #movies

 (from 2014 forsyth  hospital winston salem)
It's becoming more obvious to me that my time here at the hospital is about more than just medicine. Today I was watching Road To Perdition. Yet another nurse came in to talk about how great this movie is. And it truly is. Great performances by Tom Hanks and Paul Newman, the amazing work by the late great cinematographer Conrad L. Hall especially in that final amazing gunfight. It's not just the amazing visuals in that scene but the great use or non use of sound fx that really nail the scene. Tonight was another example of the power of movies and how they affect and inspire everyone from patients to nurses and everyone in between. This film school never ends.

6txiq

no flex zone

 I know you be sleepin on me.

the wizard of alacrity

mag·ic

/ˈmajik/

noun

1. the power of apparently influencing the course of events by using mysterious or supernatural forces.

   "suddenly, as if by magic, the doors start to open"

justice for all

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orb

orb

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noun

1. • LITERARY

     a celestial body.
   • ASTROLOGY

     a circle of up to 10° radius around the position of a celestial object.

     "within an orb of 1° of Mars"

darkness the light is within

sometimes the darkness must be faced, there is renewal of light in it.

if you look deep into the abyss, the abyss looks deep into you and the abyss will discover within you the light, as will you.

s.c.

ugh  I still think about you all the damn time

in·san·i·ty

/inˈsanədē/

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noun

1. the state of being seriously mentally ill; madness.

   "he suffered from bouts of insanity"

crim·i·nal

/ˈkrim(ə)n(ə)l/

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noun

1. a person who has committed a crime.

   "these men are dangerous criminals"

robin

If we shadows have offended,
Think but this, and all is mended,
That you have but slumber'd here
While these visions did appear.
And this weak and idle theme,
No more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend:
if you pardon, we will mend:
And, as I am an honest Puck,
If we have unearned luck
Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue,
We will make amends ere long;
Else the Puck a liar call;
So, good night unto you all.
Give me your hands, if we be friends,
And Robin shall restore amends.

Oh now feel it, comin' back again Like a rollin', thunder chasing the wind Forces pullin' from The center of the earth again

Almost every single day of the year, lightning strikes the ground somewhere in the United States. Over the course of a year, lightning hits the ground in the continental US over 20 million times, and worldwide, lightning hits the ground 100 times a second, or over eight million times every day.

Occasionally, lightning strikes are positively charged rather than the usual negatively charged streak of electricity. These positively charged lightning strikes, sometimes called 'bolts from the blue', can occur near the edges of storm clouds and then strike more than ten miles from their origin. They literally seem to appear out of nowhere as they can travel long distances in clear, cloudless skies before angling down and striking the ground.

22

If you want to become whole,
let yourself be partial.
If you want to become straight,
let yourself be crooked.
If you want to become full,
let yourself be empty.
If you want to be reborn,
let yourself die.
If you want to be given everything,
give everything up.

The Master, by residing in the Tao,
sets an example for all beings.
Because he doesn't display himself,
people can see his light.
Because he has nothing to prove,
people can trust his words.
Because he doesn't know who he is,
people recognize themselves in him.
Because he has no goad in mind,
everything he does succeeds.

When the ancient Masters said,
"If you want to be given everything,
give everything up,"
they weren't using empty phrases.
Only in being lived by the Tao can you be truly yourself.

16

Empty your mind of all thoughts.Let your heart be at peace.Watch the turmoil of beings,but contemplate their return.
Each being in the universereturns to the common Source,to what is and what is to be.Returning to the Source is serenity.

magic happens while you sleep

it’s funny how people sleep differently like some people sleep on their sides, some people sleep on their backs and other people be sleepin on me. thats exactly how you won't see me coming.

we are creators

the time is ripe for a storytelling revolution

lolsy i do not regret

Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait
Ni le mal
Tout ça m'est bien égal
Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
C'est payé, balayé, oublié
Je me fous du passé

Avec mes souvenirs
J'ai allumé le feu
Mes chagrins, mes plaisirs
Je n'ai plus besoin d'eux
Balayé les amours
Avec leurs trémolos
Balayé pour toujours
Je repars à zéro

indomitable

Epistemology

Branch of knowledge

Description

Epistemology is the branch of philosophy concerned with the theory of knowledge. Epistemology is the study of the nature of knowledge, justification, and the rationality of belief.

you never know what will go right tomorrow. especially if you keep comditions right by
staying positive and trusting the universe.

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thank you casey